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tWR July Prompt: Rites of Passage

My stepmother kicked me out about a week after high school graduation. She waited until my dad was gone offshore and my step-siblings off to their own father's house. Woke me up at 5am and told me if I was here when she got back from work, she would call the cops. In retrospect, I know this is an empty threat. She didn't really want me gone - my father would be back in a month and pissed as hell about it. I think she wanted me to beg. Or to pay her more than the rent I already gave for my room. Or maybe it was just to leave me an emotional mess in order to avenge some perceived slight. She didn't know me well enough to know how I would react to her threat. That I would take it seriously. Or have the ability to do exactly what she'd ordered me to. I martialed a few friends and a truck by 10am. By noon I was packed and most everything was in a shed at a friend's house. By 2pm we stopped for cheap pizza and coke, and I was buoyed by their kind words and promises to be there if needed.

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Tragic Tears Laced in Grief

The day you were taken is still a blur. I still cannot bring myself to go back to that moment. All I know is time stood still and my heart shattered into a million pieces. The day you were taken was the hardest day of my life– and a part of me went with you. ❤ Years later, my grief still cries out into what feels like a hollow abyss. The pain is not as intense as it was in the beginning, but it lingers on inside the caverns of my fragile heart much like a loud, yet silent plea thrown out to someone else on a lifeboat before deep diving into the icy waters. You desire to completely drown but you cannot do it— and somehow, you have to keep on living. It never gets easier looking around you and realizing the one person you desperately need to lean on for support is no longer there, especially when your fragmented heart aches to pick up the phone to call her, or reach out for an embrace to feel safe and protected again. Life is never what it was after experiencing a devastating loss.

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Husk

* Cross-posted with @mirz333 * It has been 2 years since Alicia's death. I peek in at DA every few months, but my heart is simply not in it. Even before @Endorell-Taelos passing, things felt so alien here. Now, everything is so shiny and different (took me forever and 2 tries to post this journal), and I can hardly find my way around. I truly feel old. Then again, my life feels so...old. I often refer to my "past life," before I fell into exile. (Sorry, being a bit overdramatic, but not too much). 10 years ago, at the height of my DA "fame", I never dreamed I would be where I am now. All the creativity has bled out of me and I feel like a shell -- a husk -- of what I was. Perhaps life will breathe back into this body someday, but it feels like it will take a miracle. And I seem to be in short supply of those. Nevertheless, I still hold so many DA people dear in my heart. I wanted to peek in and let you all know that I'm not dead. Still very wounded, and smoking again (gah, what

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Come, o, holy intuition, Let my existence vibrate! O, vibration of holiness, You have no beginning and no end. My soul, the eternal light, Reveals the Great I Am. I am a living prayer. I am the guardian of the Spirit: Shine from my light, Secure with my love, See with the eyes of my heart, Fill myself with faith, love, light, With peace, joy and power. Yesterday, today and tomorrow - for evermore. Beneath, above, the vibration of love. I rise into infinity.

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A Change of Pace and Scenery

Hello, My Lovely and Gentles, Ladybug and Germs, Nymphs and Neophytes. Change is coming. Find me at my new deviant page: LandofLillith. So, I have been gone gone gone like a little feather in a high wind. Here is a brief gist of the last few years: I have been working with doctors to get my pain under control, Neurocore to help with the brain-wiring snafu, and started and nearly completed a BBA (graduation is at the end of September of this year.) Upcoming changes: This little page will be an homage to yesteryear and the wild ride it took to get us all into the future. I have been accepted into the master's program, which I will start

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